Passin Time

Its been a while since my last post. Just been relaxin.

The past couple of weeks I've just been catchin up with school work, doin some farm hand work, and hangin with my brother. The school work sucks, chemistry is bad, but anatomy physiology is sorta easy. I'm just havin a time tryin to wrap my head around this chemistry stuff. anatomy is at least slightly interesting. The job hunt really sucks. My bank account is cryin, bills are still out there and no income.

It just seems people would want to hire someone like me. I'm tryin not to sound full of myself I'm just confident in my abilities. I understand that the hiring process for police agencies is extensive, just why won't they call you a say we're not interested instead of leading you on. Now the process starts over again. I need to go out and put in more applications at other agencies.

On the other hand the farm hand work is good, gives me time to relax and return to manual labor. I find some forms of manual labor stress relieving. I enjoy doin the work, the pay is alright, and its for a good friend.

Just tryin to stay afloat takes alot of energy.